I was sitting at the balcony when i realized that it was a full moon tonight. I wonder, has it always been this beautiful on my every birthdays? Today is supposed to be a very happy day but it seems sorrowful to me. Of course, i went to watch 4bia with some of my friends but the movie is the only thing i'm excited about today. Haiya...
I can't meet my Ibu today, can't see my Abah, can't celebrate with my Adik - adik...they seem so far away. It's been 2 years since the last time I celebrate my birthday with them by my side. My schoolmates also seems to forget about me. Nobody wished me except for Aimi ; which is such a shame since I always remembered their birthdays. Not to nag, but it felt awfully lonely when you suddenly realized how everyone walks away from your life. Maybe I should throw it away too. And move on.
I wish that it will always be a full moon every time it's my birthday. Forever and always.
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