Us; The Drama Kings and Queens.

We are our own worst judges, I've heard. And I've got to admit how true it is.

You know how when you know your best friend just got hooked up and you were cheering on her.

But deep inside, you know how you're full of envious thoughts and cheering for her would be the last thing you'll ever do , especially if her mate is your crush.

Deeper, you know you're just being silly and you know you love her anyway

Waaaay deep down, you hoped she would just disappear.

But you're still cheering for her, thinking what-a-great-friend-i-am-  and  -bunga-bukan-sekuntum-kumbang-bukan-seekor-  and   -she-deserves-it-she's-prettier-although-i-spotted-him-first-and-she-knows-it-   kind of thinking.

Later that night, you went home crying in your bed.

I've seen how in most drama, movies, anime and manga where a certain cool and handsome guy is accepted and well-liked even though he speaks his minds out nonchalantly cursing people off bla33x  just because he was honest and true to himself.(and handsome).

But in reality, do they really exist?

 would somebody introduce me to the likes of him, please?

And let's see whether I'll end up liking him or not.

True, we are our own worst judges.

But then, only we can help ourselves, no?

 I know, this is a worthless and pointless topic. But whatever.